my heart hurts a little

i've been thinking today about jess...

i did a very unhealthy thing....and looked up the article on her death. reading those words...made me relive the moment i found out and the grief that followed.

i remember so much, so many happy times. she was my best friend. i saw her just a week before she died. we were supposed to get together....supposed to get lunch 'sometime soon'.

'sometime soon' never came.

she's been gone over three years. and every time i think of her, it's as fresh as if it were yesterday.