Did I get anything done today?

Today was such a lazy day. I don't feel like I got anything done at all!

The storm came through last night--it thundered so hard that my window rattled and I woke up! The next thing I know, Autumn is standing beside the bed with her blanket and pillow...she slept on the floor in our room for the rest of the night. Audrey slept until 7:30...it was SO nice. I wish she would do that every night.

Anyway, the rain made it feel so dreary today. I went to fill the deep fryer with oil and dropped the OPEN jug on the floor. I am still kicking myself for that.

I was bad mommy today. Audrey was sooo needy. She cried if she wasn't being held. I got so frustrated with her that finally I just left her in her chair while I did a load of dishes. I felt awful, but I knew she was dry and fed and just cranky.

Autumn had an attitude...I feel like such a failure with her sometimes. She just pushes my buttons so much! I don't know why I have such a short fuse with her...it's like my patience level is just so low that the tiniest thing gets to me after awhile. I need to find a way to deal and raise that patience level.

So did I get anything done today? a load of dishes. a load of clothes. I mopped the kitchen floor (after the oil incident). That made me feel like Good Mommy lol. Autumn sat on a stool and kept saying 'so clean Mommy! I so happy!'

I've got to do more tomorrow. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning, then I'm going to get some stuff done. I've got to. It's starting to drive me crazy that I've fallen behind again.

I'm out. Audrey needs another bottle soon, then I'm off to bed.